this inter-dimensional work opened new doors for me. i was challenged to look at how i create and what feels nourishing to my soul. starting with a blank canvas and fierce song recommendations; i felt movement and motion. there needed to be an otherworldly flow to this art.
i had some difficultly getting settled into the painting. i was feeling chaotic, slightly overwhelmed and not able to focus.
all set and ready to go
and yet . . . nothing.
the power of om
one of the tracks that was sent by the goddess changed everything. i found myself listening to om, over and over again. at first it was not helping. i was starting to feel a bit uncomfortable.
a track that is over 30 minutes of just om chanting . . .
how was i going to sit with myself for that long?
at that moment, i knew that this om chant was something i needed to lean into completely. fully surrendering into this healing medicine that was sent for me to receive. the resistance that i was feeling was a clear indication that i needed this medicine.
i fell into this chant
feeling it in my soul
i found movement and motion in my body, working out any spaces of tension
and i began to curate my physical space as a creative portal
working through this chant, i found focus and was able to contain the chaos
and still there was more to learn from om
i sat down and let the messages pour through. first from my crown chakra, and then down through my third eye. my throat chakra was next, and then into my heart. after that it was directed out through the nadis in my hand. allowing the messages to pour out from the paintbrush.
i had unlocked the key through the oms
creating
painting
listening
and receiving
doing these things all simultaneously
allowing myself to feel these messages at the core of my subconscious
getting lost in the music
finding movement and motion
staying present
symbolism
the high priestess was the muse for this art. she asks to create beyond the veil, channeling these deep messages and expressing them in a creative form. when the wheel of fortune revealed these beautiful circles, full of movement and motion. there was something so entrancing about this card. i felt called to reflect this energy into my art. numerology was a key ingredient in this. the number 10 was repeated through many cards. with different forms of circular imagery i was able to bring numbers to life.
with each symbol i received, i intentionally worked them into my art.
when it came to reworking the background, i called upon the deck for guidance. i received the magician. the follow up card being strength. i had to laugh. of course it was going to take strength and magic to alter this. channeling this energy and the rework went beautifully. this was an intricate part of the message being brought forth.
reflection
painting and transmuting
layering and listening
creating depth
i was able to come together within myself
becoming a better channel my creative power
i found strength in this form of healing
a place where there are no expectations, where i am able to remove all judgments and just become one.
mindfully meditating
focusing on nothing
and losing myself in the sounds
i am no longer hearing with my ears
i am listening with my entire soul
movement and motion
get lost in the music that inspired this piece
each song holds a key to the message revealed in the art piece. the playlist has been intentionally curated as a reflection of my time working with this goddess energy.
choose to follow my journey or hit shuffle and let the goddess guide you
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