Again

They say don’t be afraid to love again

And it’s not that I’m afraid to love again

It’s that I’m afraid to be hurt again 

To be tortured mentally, physically, emotionally again

To listen to the lies again

Be cheated on, manipulated, and abused again

To completely lose myself in someone else again

To have to keep someone else’s secrets again

To go quiet once again

To pretend everything is fine once again

These are the things I fear to face once again

 

To love is all I hope for again

To be loved, to give love, to exchange love with another intimately again

What if I haven’t learned the lessons and have to go through it all again

I don’t think my heart can take it all again

I don’t think my brain can make sense of it all again

Without going insane, I can’t conquer it all again

I don’t think my body is strong enough to heal all over again

 

I question how people can just keep going, over & over again

I question is love even worth it, over & over again

I cannot lose myself all over again

 

They say don’t be afraid to love again

And it’s not that I’m afraid to love someone again

It’s that I’m afraid I’ll stop loving myself… again 

 


About Toni Moné

Toni Moné is a certified Spiritual & Life Coach with an interest in Human Design & Astrology. Her mission is to Activate Women and support them as they awaken to their divine natures by helping them shift limiting perspectives and define life on their own terms! She helps them to embrace their radical truths, express their unique dualities, and create their personal journeys to freedom.

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