They say don’t be afraid to love again
And it’s not that I’m afraid to love again
It’s that I’m afraid to be hurt again
To be tortured mentally, physically, emotionally again
To listen to the lies again
Be cheated on, manipulated, and abused again
To completely lose myself in someone else again
To have to keep someone else’s secrets again
To go quiet once again
To pretend everything is fine once again
These are the things I fear to face once again
To love is all I hope for again
To be loved, to give love, to exchange love with another intimately again
What if I haven’t learned the lessons and have to go through it all again
I don’t think my heart can take it all again
I don’t think my brain can make sense of it all again
Without going insane, I can’t conquer it all again
I don’t think my body is strong enough to heal all over again
I question how people can just keep going, over & over again
I question is love even worth it, over & over again
I cannot lose myself all over again
They say don’t be afraid to love again
And it’s not that I’m afraid to love someone again
It’s that I’m afraid I’ll stop loving myself… again
About Toni Moné
Toni Moné is a certified Spiritual & Life Coach with an interest in Human Design & Astrology. Her mission is to Activate Women and support them as they awaken to their divine natures by helping them shift limiting perspectives and define life on their own terms! She helps them to embrace their radical truths, express their unique dualities, and create their personal journeys to freedom.
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